i absolutely love this layout, but im moving. haha. but i really like this layout, so maybe i'll move back here again. hahaha. i have to stop moving. anw,

HERE: http://www.twomilesdown-.blogspot.com

oh and. can somebody comment and tell me how beautiful this layout is, because it is very beau.

in the middle of winter
in January
blue jays and cardinals sing
and the wind sings
and it makes the dry leaves
on trees sing.

exams end after tmr but somehow i dont feel as excited as before. maybe its because i dont want to get back my results. and i dont want to go to sec 3..not really. i like it here. now.

maybe its childish but i dont quite want to grow up. i want it to stay right here right now. like this. i dont like looking back at the past..it feels so odd, and painful, like someone is squeezing the breath out of my heart..which is odd because my past wasnt bad. it was great. it was fun. it was...good. but i was so..oblivious, and i dont like that. i dont like that i was so oblivious to everything..and anything. insensitive to things. people.

maybe thats why i hate looking back into the past. but i hate looking forward too. i just want to think about now. and nothing else. i dont want to grow up..watch things change, my parents grow old. watch myself grow old. watch..people die. think about..my parents going. the world going. friends going. everything and everyone..all going. in fact i would love if the end times came now. sometimes im so desperate i pray they will. so then maybe my family and i could all go together. and so i will never..experience the pain of someone going. leaving me. leaving everyone. leaving the world.

heh whatever i dont know what im talking about. i like the poem up there. all of a sudden im liking poems. they're just so beautiful..and harmless and pure. just the way i want everything to be. a beautiful..harmless. pure world

a black lace tree; a warm dark sky;
a shining silver moon; and i.
the lace tree sang a rustling song;
the bright moon sailed along, along.
i fell asleep on a sweet grass bed;
the warm dark sky spread overhead.
i dreamed all night of moon and sky;
while lace tree sang a lullaby.

jia: my rap is what? huh? stupid twitty

sher: i like to dance dirtyy also cannot meh. haha.

shiyou: boo you better not do anything ok. :x

sulin: haha. i changed blog loong long ago . homeec was horrible>.<

jia: hahaha. -.- twitty! hehehehe

clari: gosh clariclari the bananananaberryberry he.he.he. haha.

adele: noooooooooooooo. haha.

vany: hahaa do i look irritated, when youre just tiring yourself out.

adele: yeahh i like that song alot. haha

joyce: haha. both of you did. horrible things un-oil me now.

jia: oo yeahh fight. haha. that shall be interesting.

speaking of fighting today when i was in my room with the table infront the window i heard two people fighting. it was really loud and there was the woman and a man screaming at each other in chinese. well sometimes it was chinese and sometimes it was enlgish or cantonese.yeah anyway the woman sounded really really angry and the guy was sarcastic. maybe its the woman and her husband. or son. anyway she was like youre always not at home how would you know anything blahblahblah my chinese isnt so good haha. so it was like those divorce stuff when the father isnt at home all the time and the wife is angry so i was really interested because i never really heard couples fighting before. as in, real life haha. so i was climbing on the desk and leaning and poking my head out of the window trying to hear properly and i nearly fell out. haha, stupid busybody. then they started screaming at each other in english so then i was even happier, cos maybe i'd understand more. like maybe id hear some interesting stuff like the man juggling another woman or taking drugs or smthing. then maybe the woman would murder the man or the man would murder the woman. haha. well it didnt happen, not that i heard any killing sounds or anything.

but still. haha. anyway i didnt manage to do much math that time cos i was too busy trying to hear the fight.

ok gonna study now seeya

hah.

yesterday was fine. haha zhimin and i have come up with a drama called erm batman and spiderman in the sand...or smthing like that. haha. the first episode was when mary jane left me and i tried to kill myself with my rusty penknife saying i shall never see the light of day again and zhimin comes and goes no need to fear, batman is here! and then she throws a tire at me and i shout bliddy hole and drop my penknife. this happens thrice, but with different words and different throwing things. haha it was amusing. jia was our audience.

then after that i was telling jia about me wanting to be a lawyer and stuff and we practiced with the case of who stole the cookie from the cookie jar. jia accused joyce and i accused yuli. that was really amusing too.

pw presentation was ok. after that jia and joyce told me about my pimple. i alr knew >.<

listen to my rap.

yooeey.
here i go
i go with the flow
i was pimple free
then i met jia and joyceeyy
they made me oillyyy
oh what a miserryy

cool eh.

today i tried to make jia and su friends again.

was studying history but didnt get anything done really, because of those two irritating brats. only rmbed that the tsar was the emperor in 1917. sigh. i will never ever ever try to help patch stuff up again. its tiring.

byebye world. i shall never see daylight before my eyes, nor the birds, nor the trees nor anything beautiful and bright, for my mary jane has left me beholden to everything, with a burden on my back and i can no longer face the ages of this world without her by my side. plus, i have a pimple on my forehead.